i hate crying in front of people so if i have ever cried in front of you, yes it does kinda mean you’re important but mostly it means it was a terrible accident that i will regret forever
I’ve had a few relationships before him, but they were casual. I never NEEDED any of them before. I was young and naive and knew very little concerning love. But now I have this guy that I’m going to spend the rest of my life with and sometimes I wish I’d never met him. He’s provided me with this experience that I doubt I’ll ever have again and if he were to ever leave it’d take me a long time to rediscover who I am. I’m still my own person. I’m independent and strong, but I’ve stopped being a me. I’m part of an “us” now. I’ve found my other half and most if not all the decisions I make now, I make them with him in mind because they affect him too. I think this all started a year ago when we were sitting inside an IHOP and he said he’d take this journey with me despite everything. I love that man with all of me and I can’t wait to be called his wife.